I am allowing myself to feel

all these emotions surreal

overwhelmed with fear

my anxious mind's never clear

Oh hear,

the voice I shout

I shout - in silent

- in tears

- in madness

I shout and shout and shout

but nobody hears

I'm exhausted of trying

my heart is barely breathing

Can someone my state 

as a state of calamity?

Cause the longer I stay,

the more I feel the catastrophe.

I'm exhausted. I'm not okay.

And I don't know when will I ever be

All these days have been a vicious cycle

There has never been a new angle

Can someone reach my hands up high

and pull me out of my drowning thoughts

Can someone wrap me tight 

and tell me that everything's gonna be alright.

Because I'm exhausted.

and I don't know anymore how long I can hold it.