11/04/20
I am allowing myself to feel
all these emotions surreal
overwhelmed with fear
my anxious mind's never clear
Oh hear,
the voice I shout
I shout - in silent
- in tears
- in madness
I shout and shout and shout
but nobody hears
I'm exhausted of trying
my heart is barely breathing
Can someone my state
as a state of calamity?
Cause the longer I stay,
the more I feel the catastrophe.
I'm exhausted. I'm not okay.
And I don't know when will I ever be
All these days have been a vicious cycle
There has never been a new angle
Can someone reach my hands up high
and pull me out of my drowning thoughts
Can someone wrap me tight
and tell me that everything's gonna be alright.
Because I'm exhausted.
and I don't know anymore how long I can hold it.
